PLEASE READ THESE TERMS: Friday, October 26, 2007Y
8:13 AM
hihi. very long never come up n blog lerx.
seems like spider web is growin.
anyway, o-level have started fer one week lerx.
overall, none of the paper make miie feel confident.
NONE!
no matter is practical, a-maths,chemistry or today's history~
rather sad, not that i didn put in effort, i did,
but jux some how i seems to noe everything but also noe nothin.
sound confuse? i'm also confuse.
hahax.
theory dun say lerx, i'm not good at it,
but e pratical was really somethin that i wanna kill muaiiself.
e physics practical, how stupid am i draw everythin to one paper ?
haix~ nothin to say abt it. jux bein so stupid.
mayb is jux too nervous.
but luckily e chemistry i got e answer. Zinc Carbonate.
hahax.
however, this week i'm feelin very down.
i realise that friendship is jux like two hands, onli two hands clap,
one effort is not enough. really.
i keep tellin muaiiself not to get bother on by it, but i can't.
i'm tryin muaii best to get to where we are in the past, but everythin was jux not ritex.
i feel that i'm not part of them.
is been 8 weeks, but i dun feel that i belong to the group.
this really hurt miie.
ya, you guys might say that i'm the one who want to join you guys,
but i really wish that things would get better.
i have no other intention.
i treat everyone the same, but what you guys said really hurt miie.
like i treat one better then the others.
i really hope that this five years i'll end off wif good memories, not the sad one,
but. did you guys really think that way?
i dun feel it.
really~
i feel that i'm transparent to you guys.
perhaps, the things happen in past is not somethin you guys can forgive n forget.
mayb i'm not a person that other worth friend of.
mayb~mayb~
i wanted to cry, but i tried not to.
i want to cry out loud.
but these are tears of sadness.
these are not i want from friendship~
a friend is never a coincidence in ur life
they are meant to enter your life to bring you Joys n Laughter
it is to be treasure fer e life time.
