PLEASE READ THESE TERMS: Wednesday, November 28, 2007Y
9:45 PM
hihi.
got a little time so jux come up n post
somethin which happen this few days.
first of all
will be somethin which let miie feel very hurtful fer this few days.
tues i went back to wgsco [ finally got e time to go ]
fer combine fer next week competition.
i do agree that cannot becuz of miie one person
let e whole CO effort go to drain,
but why did Mr Low use that type of words?
( i dunno how desperate you are going fer $$$,
but since you wanna take part in this competition,
you should not drag e CO down)
DESPERATE???
you dunno anything n say this type of things !!!
do you noe how hurtful this words are?
is i'm able to sit down at home do nothin, i would like to.
can yo imagine your mother when u takin your O-Level,
she tell you that after your paper you beta go out n look fer a job yourself n support yourself.
u will never understand. so when you noe nothin,
can u please dun say out those words?
is very hurtful.
i use to think you are different from other teachers,
conductor, you will understand us,
but as you have a beta position in yuor job,
you seems to lost e communication wif us.
really. this is how i feel.
even if CO ppl see this i will still wanna say.
i'm jux sick n tired of e things i've been doin,
thinkin that going CO i'll feel beta, but your words spoilt everything.
on my part,
i didn have a good time management is muaii fault,
but i'm tryin my best to.
you jux dun understand. you jux dun.
it let miie feel tht CO is no longer a place where i belong to.
i'll only belong to there when u need miie.
truly this is how i feel.
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e 2nd thing happen ytd.
this is e 1st time i noe him so long i see him drop tears,
never i see him like that b4,
but there is nthin i can do.
i feel so useless,
as a fren of his i can do nthin.
i can jux do all e thing i can in my position.
no matter what i hear i see i noe,
i hab to pretend i noe nthin.
ytd actually wanna stay n have a good chat wif him,
but i think becuz he see got ppl waitin fer miie therefore he ask miie to go home.
but till today i jux can't contact him.
wonder how is he now.
is everything okay?
hopefully.
now what i can do is to wait fer him to call miie.
nthin else can b done...
need to stop here go CO lerx.. buaii~~~
Monday, November 19, 2007Y
11:48 PM
hihi.
very long never come blog lerx.
O-level has ended weeks ago,
jux that i dun hab e time to come post.
hahax.
after o-level i hab been busy workin.
wrk where?
e same old place.
e first day when i go back was very nervous actually,
as most of e ppl that i noe hab left e job.
e whole name list was abt 24 ppl,
less then 10 i noe them.
anyway, this time go back lots of things hab change,
not onli e wrkin collague change,
even manager most of them are new ones.
haix. feel rather sad.
come to think of that little pay i hab,
but there is so many things we staff need to do,
i jux feel that is not worth wrkin,
but wrkin there is fun,
as most of e time we are enjoyin ourself.
jux that e higher level ppl got very high expactation of us wif that little pay.
although e pay compare to fastfood are better,
but jux that as a entertaiment line,
is jux a little too little.
got to noe many new ppl,
have lots of fun wif them,
but mayb e trainin they undergo n what i have been train is different,
sometimes feel that they are jux too easy goin wif what they need to do.
but all i can do is to try to use a better way to tell them what shd b done n what not.
as i jux go back,n all of us r gettin e same pay,
i dun find it that i need to use a tone of a sinor staff to talk to them.
and everyone is abt the same age, so we shd treat everyone as fren.
but sometimes i'll jux happen to 4get n go over that line.hahax. sorry.
now talk abt e things happen when wrkin.
wonder what are we Singaporean are thinkin,
jux that u come n spend money in our comany then u can use that irritatin way to talk to us?
that day when i doin boxoffice there was this F**Kin customer
wanted to watch Lust caustion,
but jux too bad when he come e tix are already sold out.
he jux does not seems to beleve miie,
use that super idoit tone to ask miie am i sure not even a single sit left?
ofcuz there is no more sit lahx,
then think what i purposely dun wanna sell u the tix?
STUPID.
moreover he ask'why is tmr tix more expensieve?
i'm not going to spend a single cent more to watch e movie when i can get at a cheaper price' WHAT derx. then u dun watch lahx. i got force u arx?
then when he purchase a tix fer e ytd (i meet this customer last week)
movie, e way he stand let miie feel that if i can give him a slap i'll b more then happy.
he place his card there w/o tellin miie,
as if i can see it like that when i ask him fer payment, he jux say'is ther, you can't see izzit?'
ya i jux can't see.
cannot arx. not happy go complain miie lahx.
think you got money watch movie u big arx?
i also got money watch movie.
jux a $0.50 diff in price u also cannot.
still wanna act big. *puke*
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talk abt somethin fun.
miie n shihui that day go cyclin,
but e two of us jux too unlucky,
when we reach there n rent fer e bike,
it start to rain,
so we go to a phone booth to wait fer rain stop,
watsed fer abt 30-45mins.
then after that we cycle, then go eat blahx blahx blahx...
after that we find that is still early,
so decided that we can go changi airport walk walk lorx.
who noes we took e wrong side of e bus,
e bus ent orchard tour one round then go back east coast.
end up when it turn back to east coast,
we get down n go home.
waste 1hr fer nthin. haix.
ytd go wrk see my wrkin schedule,
rather angry,
i already sent 2days off,
end up i got 4days off,
one whole week i onli got to wrk 3days.
idoit. *angry*
after that i come yto think of that i dun care lerx.
put miie off lorx,
if u need ppl to wrk dun come find miie,
i have enough of it.
this is only thing that didn change even i go break fer so long.
stop here lerx. write super long nehx. hahax.
buaii buaii~