PLEASE READ THESE TERMS: Saturday, January 05, 2008Y
1:32 PM
hihi. now in cathay office.
today was a super busy day.
got no mood to wrk,
but i jux continue wrkin.
not feelin really well today,
as got fever n flu lorx...
but like not enough staff,
so i jux wrk.
then we celebrate Edmar's 21st birthday,
he say he is super touch by us.
hahax.
then after that i see that Fadli seems to b very tired,
then i ask him do he need miie to help him wrk till 6am,
at first he say he dun wann to trouble miie,
but i think he really can't take it,
so he decided to ask miie to help him,
although i'm also super tired n feel like dyin,
but i jux take over him.
i thought that by takin over his shift will stop miie thinkin abt u,
but i realise that i'm wrong,
i jux miss u more than anythin else.
hope that time will pass faster so i can see you.
i jux hope that by wrkin will make miie very tired n dun think abt u.
hope this will wrk...
i think i jux miss u too much.
i wonder what i'll do if i'm gona lose u...
today whole day there is somethin which i keep thinkin,
i'm very afraid that this few days of seprate you will regret n leave miie.
as i'm not wif u,
u got more time to think abt things between us.
jux becuz of this stupid thinkin,
it bother miie e whole day.
i dunno what to do.
i'm lost n confuse...
only when i see u then i'll get an answer of what i want...
Friday, January 04, 2008Y
10:14 PM
hihi.
2day wrkin at 8pm,
so free to come blog moreover bro not at home.
heex.
firstly talk abt wrk,
that day go Level 4 n 9 help out,
i short $24 siax~
i was like ...
dunno how to say,
some more that day L5 popper down then L4 need to pop fer all level.
but luckily i dun need to wash popper norx. =p
talk abt somethin happy,
this few days i was like livin in a place full of happiness,
you are e one who allow miie to hab this feelin,
i no longer wanna go think abt how long will we last,
as i noe that what gona come will come,
all i care is now,
you n miie.
you are e first n onli person that make miie
miss you so much when i dun get to see you ...
dunno why,
i can sense that u r missin miie e way i miss you,
e urge that want to see you.
you are e sweetest person who i ever meet.
u let my little world full of happiness n sweet feelin.
how i wish we can be together all e time,
but if thats e case then i doubt we'll last long.
i'm missin u again.
you feel insecure, so do i,
we jux got too many things that e two of still feel unsafe abt each other.
i dunno how to tell you,
but i dun mind u share to ppl things happen between us,
jux that i got a weird feelin when she come talk to miie abt this.
i'm not angry or what,
e feelin is like i'm sharin u wif her.
heex. sound funny?
dunno how to explain.
mayb i care too much abt u.
which i am afraid that end up you'll get sick n tired of stayin wif miie,
although u say u won't, but i still will think of this.
i like bein spoilt by u,
in front of u i jux look like a little girl,
i also dunno why i act this way.
but can't control.
i'm afraid u'll regret,
but i'll let go if u find some1 suits u more then i do.
really. jux that u dun jux suddenly avoid miie e way corin did to Edmund.
need to stop here, if not i'll b cryin lerx.
Love you dear. muackx.
Tuesday, January 01, 2008Y
5:36 PM
hihi.
HappyNewYear yeah ~
ever since my last blog was like mth ago.
flash back abt last year was like time flies.
O-level was like hell fer everyone,
2oO7 was jux like started ytd,
but now we are at 2oO8 lerx.
there is a number of happy things happen in 2oO7,
WgSCO SYF we got GOLD,
international artz festival competition MCO n WGSCO got 3 GOLDS back.
many things happen between friendship,
happy staff n sad things,
but kinda think of them is like jux some stupid things to fight over wif.
everything was fine now,
we still keep in contact n even exchange present durin x'mas.
hope that our friendship will last long... never end...
what over is over,
jux hope that everyone will grow up,
4get all e unhappy things n start a fresh new year.
another happy thing that i'm happy abt is that i go there wrk n get to noe u.
although our start was like kinda joke,
but like what i tell u,
i still feel that everything is not true,
till u give miie e feelin that i'm urs n u r mine.
mayb i jux not confident in myself,
i dun think that i'm e one u'll go on wif, but u did.
i'll think of u every single second i hab, really...
u say that i'm there fer u to spoil,
i'm very happy to hear that,
but at e same time i'm afraid that u'll get sick of spoilin miie,
perhaps is i think too much.
that's what u say abt miie too.
heex. =p
hope u dun think that i really act like a kid when i'm wif u.
for no reason wif u i'll like to that.
hopin that u'll do everythin fer miie.
there is too many things i'll think b4 it happen,
so i'll b like questionin alot of things.
i dun really mind u msg her or meet up wif her,
but jux hope that u'll let miie noe when u meet her.
no matter what, e two of u hab noe each other so long,
i dun wann it to bother u... as long as u r happy,
i'll b very happy too...
i really hab no idea how long we'll b together,
as i'm afraid u jux suddenly realise that i'm not e one u r lookin fer.
but as long as u let miie noe,
i'm willin to let go n let u search fer ur happiness...
sound stupid? hahax. little
but i jux wann u to b who u r...
we did say that we will not fight,
n do really hope we don't...
~3o-DecemBer-2oO7~